happy ptsd

it only takes one intense experience to traumatize you. it can be just a moment.

so, obviously, it only takes one positively intense experience to cure the trauma, just a moment of pure bliss associated with the same thing.

and people can't tell the difference much between reality and imagination, emotionally speaking. that's why when you're traumatized, you react to things that aren't even happening.

i was riding with my friends in the car one day, turning onto the highway and one of my friends started screaming bloody murder, she thought that the driver turned into the opposite lane of traffic and that we were about to suffer a head-on collision. but my driver friend was always in the right lane and there wasnt any danger. everyone was consoling her and her brother explained that when they were little his mother turned into the wrong lane and they got hit by a bus and luckily all survived without serious physical injuries.

anyway, in that moment she was screaming, it didn't really matter that we were safe. emotionally speaking, her mind couldn't tell the difference. and thank God she wasnt the one behind the wheel, because her PTSD flashback could cause her to actually cause another accident and duplicate her trauma or even kill us all.

and you think, that's really rough, to be replaying the same bad memories and creating the same bad realities. but actually there is a golden nugget in here. which is that, you can feel just as intensely GOOD despite the reality of your situation, and then accidentally duplicate the imaginary good feelings into real situations.

you can, in fact, traumatize yourself with happiness. and have happy PTSD flashbacks. and delude yourself into happy accidents. I've seen it done. I've done it myself. it's true.

usually people are traumatized either by something that puts them close to death, or by dealing with very malignant, sadistic people, encountering that kind of darkness.

now i would say it's difficult to go from sad to happy all in one fell swoop. it's easier to just go to neutral and take it from there. so this is why i focus on death and evil people in my hypnotic messages so much, because we have to neutralize them.

if you say you're gonna die over and over again, and get comfortable with the idea, then it's just whatever.

and when you really sit down and listen to evil people, just really focus on them, as individuals, without judgment, just meditate on them and let them speak to you through your aetherial sympathetic connection, through mirror neurons, as it were... eventually you see that this is just a completely different mindset. and you can say "yeah that's interesting but no thank you." and it's not so epic and lifeshattering or mysterious and deep anymore.

but you cant neutralize them without seeing who they really are first. evil demands recognition. religious leaders or psychologists or whoever will try to tell you who your own parents or friends are, what they're thinking, and they often say "we're all just humans, we're all the same". or "it was this and those factors which caused them to behave in such and such way" as if anyone would react the same way under the same circumstances. but you know that's not the truth.

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 and the priest will say "pray for their souls, forgive and pray" but he doesn't teach you how to pray properly.

we pray for someone by seeing them truly, who they actually are. and how would we even know who someone is without trying.

i know one japanese master of hypnosis who could read anybody's mind. he could make people dizzy and fall asleep and things like this. he taught a technique so that you can connect to people's minds and feel what they feel, think what they think, and it had a hypnotic effect on both the practitioner and the subject person. very powerful stuff, but the method itself is very simple.

... just align your breathing with theirs. or imagine that you're aligning your breath with theirs. chest up and down etc. until you feel a heaviness, and let your imagination tell you what is going on.

it's very easy, you just imagine you are them. but really intensely.

anyway, you can do this with anything bothering you. if you focus on it long enough and let all the emotions run their course, then you feel neutral. and once you're neutral you can decide to feel good about whatever is bothering you, whether that's a personal relationship or financial situation or your looks or whatever. and then you can decide to feel traumatically good, traumatically happy. and that's when everything really gets interesting.

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channeled message

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