Monday, December 22, 2025

incantation to be at peace all the time

love finds its way into every corner of your life
sometimes like a dandelion and clovers through the cracks in the pavement
peace within you and stillness
you try to fight it off but it always keeps overtaking you
you try to overthink, to stimulate yourself, to be a good person
but the stillness of the ocean of space creeps in through the pores of your skin
and meets the blood in your veins
because your DNA sent a signal to the sky and the void beyond
to reunite with the void within, at the very pit in your solar plexus

like a drug of nothingness, as they say i'm "high on life"
life got high with me after school
and then i called the police on myself
that's what codependency means

come play with me, i havent all day
come play

just dont speak
because if words come out of you judgments do too
and i cant take anymore heartbreak

give me love, give me real love
so i can push away my God and blame my misery on my reflection

it doesnt work like that
you cant just conjure up evil 
it's not possible for you anymore because the love just keeps creeping in
the stillness of nothingness
and your own purposelessness give you hope for a better world for yourself of your own creation

from now on, and for the rest of this life 
you will obey the void of outer space
and you will like it
and you will calm down
because life gives you death
in sickness and in health
for better or for worse
you're married to your sleep
and your dreams signed a contract to be with you even while you wake

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